commercials.

Watching the world

synthesized digitally

51 frames per second.

Catching glimpses

of chemically oriented enlightenments

that degrade synapses.

          

Overlooking past judgments on society

for an eternal fantasy.

It’s all untouched and permanent,

where happiness truly exists.

Clean air that’s inviting and pure,

its inhabitants surrounded in a

forever state of contentment

basking in a warm and forgiving light

where someone would want to

vacation,

buy in   

retire too,

die in,

or live forever.

A fading sunset,

a glorious sunrise,

what Christmas morning should be,

what living should feel like.

Death and suffering are only

concepts for entertainment

and reasons to purchase better.

A misplaced envy swells

for that life

existing within

that second to second universe

where reality is a utopian light show.

As if everything here,

amongst the flesh and meat of it all,

is less and inferior

when compared to that grand vision.

All cumulating in a sickness,

a depression,

a void,

cast from depravation for a life,

that for a few seconds,

I’m convinced I once had;

and through my own fault, I’ve lost.

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blood sold.

Turnstiles are attached to the doors

to the home that was sold

before you had a chance to die.

     

You pay the entrance fee

to sleep in your own bed.

          

A son, an alligator with

your mother’s eyes,

waits for your

corpse to go on sale.

               

His take

of your pension

runs the show.

Spinning turnstiles randomly

keeping you awake at night.

     

Strangers go through

your unmentionables,

taking what they want.

          

Your son guides them through the house,

telling stories

about things that were supposed

to be kept a secret.

               

Money changes hands

and more of you walks out

the door without you.

Spectators throw coins and apples

at you as offerings of good luck.

     

The turnstiles turn

day in, day out.

You collect pennies and wait until your death is paid.

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office space.

The blinds sway

in manufactured warm, dry, air.

A hard drive echoes out an existence

through its motorized hum

of gears and circuitry..

          

It pitches then it falls.

Car alarms being heard

from a great far off distance,

ringing menacingly in a whisper

as an insulated call from the outside.

     

It’s beginning to rain again.

Drip, drip, drip, goes the window pain.

Frequently pacing,

methodically counting each and every step,

pausing when some pair

of counter steps walks past.  

I was intimately aware

of the people around me.

          

They are the inheritors

of the Magic Kingdom,

on an open road oblivion

that’s calling its disciples home.

               

The heat from our bodies creeps

 through vents in the ceiling,

 mingling with stars in the sky.

                    

I think I hear them falling.

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with the smile on.

She’s a war monger’s daughter,

a smile worth a million dollars

or a thousand lives, whichever you gots,

her breed is recognizable.

Corruptible god fearers walk the aisle hand in hand.

Those people are to blame…

I got my own faults,

I admit, but in the end,

it’s all capitalism,

thems the cards we bought.

They took my dreams away.

They take everyone’s dreams here,

clean them, censor them, and put them back

before anyone realizes they’re gone.

Were living in the moments between purchases.

Most of us have already been bought.

Sitting in the America Mall,

drinking coffee with whip cream through a straw,

explaining the prophecy of a manifest destiny

colliding with a free market buy out

is no way to pass the day.

         

She’s coming for another pass, the smile,

her daddy, the general,

bought her a new toy.

The scent of another third world nation being decimated.

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voyeur skin exhibit.

The boy drew what he saw.

     

Frail and pale,

poorly washed skin,

all the imperfections

glaring under spot light eyes.

The thin smoke

from my cigarette dictates

tendrils that outline her

in a grey and blue frame.     

The boy wants to be an artist.

His vision of beauty

and his grace of profane things

will be envisioned by his skill.

The female came to us out of expectation.

She moves and sways to

a song in her head.

A virgin, or so the legend goes,

              

Her false sense of bemusement

is only a token

that gets trades and deals

out of heroes waiting for victory.

The boy keeps on drawing

and she pretends to be smiling.

I didn’t want this to happen

but no one said a word.

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